Okay, lemme sorta sum up how seventh grade is like in terms of my love life to me until yesterday.
I managed to be crushing on a girl in my science class, and she's so pretty like oh my god. I told her two months ago that I like her and she was creeped out. She's over it now, but yesterday, this asshole named AJ kept fucking pointing at me during lunch yesterday. My ass couldn't tell whether or not he was wanting me to go up to where they were in the bleachers. Apparently, I unintentionally creeped out my crush, and AJ's ass thought I meant to. He was threatening to send her texts saying that I meant to scare her and that I called her a bitch when I would never do that to a friend in my LIFE. He was also "joking" around with me by making fake texts to another ones of my friends saying that I hate her when in reality I really don't. His ass also threatened to bring a black snake to my house when I'm AFRAID of snakes. I ended up crying on the bus home TWICE. Damn my fucking hormones. When I got home, I ended up texting my crush a long ass paragraph apologizing to her for something I didn't even intend to do. I never text long ass paragraphs to apologize, so that's pretty fucking special. I'm hoping that when she gets her phone fixed that she'll accept my apology since I didn't even mean to creep her out. Also, what AJ was doing caused me to relapse back into my depression. (Keep in mind that I don't self-harm) causing me to pretty much cry when my mom came home from work. I feel a bit better now, but I still feel bad over something I didn't intend to do. Anyway, that's how it is so um I hope you guys didn't mind my venting.