I totally cried so much at school today. I'm not mad at Darwen anymore..

OKAY ANYWAYS, before P.E. had started, I was still mad at Darwen. And at lunch, I became a bit dramatic/emotional. Everytime I saw Darwen or his face, I started tearing up, and bursted out crying. When he said hi to me in class when I went to throw something away, I just threw it in the trash FIERCELY, and walked away.

Okay, so, after lunch, I became very emotional, and continued to cry everytime I saw Darwen. I don’t even know why I cried when I saw him. When Miah and Marie asked what happened, I told them that I saw Darwen’s face and started crying.

Then, after lunch recess, we gathered our stuff in class, and went out. We were the first class out, so we had a little bit of time to talk and stuff. Rocky came over and said that Darwen said that he’s sorry, but I didn’t believe it, so I told him that I’d like to hear it from him. Then, Rocky pushed Darwen over, and I started to cover my eyes, and for some reason, I started to cry, and this time, it was REAL crying. Not laughing so hard I cried, but REALLLL crying.

I heard Darwen say that he was sorry, and Rocky and stuff made him say it like he meant it. I didn’t get a chance to respond because I was crying and everyone was crowding around me. Miah kept on asking me what’s wrong, and I said nothing, but it barely came out of my mouth, cause of the little hiccups I had after I cried. Lol.

So, while I was in line for the ball tossing thing, I told Marcus to tell Darwen to say that it’s okay and I’m sorry. Marcus said he didn’t know what he did. He was all sad because he got rejected by Marie Y. AGAIN.

I felt bad for being retarded to Darwen, so I sent him a message in Facebook. If you want to know what it said, it says;

“I'm sorry. ;-;
I don't even know why I was mad at you.
I don't even know why I cried when you told me that you're sorry.
And I'm sorry I didn't get to say anything when you told me that you're sorry.
Too busy crying for no reason. :p
And again, I'm sorry.
D: “

The first note I sent him;
“I hate you.

So yeah, I don’t know when he’ll respond, and if he doesn’t, then I’ll apologize to him tomorrow.

That’s all.