Heyyy you guys. It is about 4 in the afternoon, and I decided to make a second blog for today! Sooo let's get to it.
So far this week's been the worst week of my life. Insomnia until 3, almost 4, a bunch of crap going on, basically all things bad. My heart has been crushed, thrown away, bleeding whilst a pulse still goes on weakly. I never thought it was gonna be this way. It was all so perfect, but nothing can ever be perfect, so that perfection had to go. I thought it was gonna be it, but it wasn't. How stupid I was to think it would've been that, and nothing else. I'm not trying to make you pity me. I'm trying to let you know that I'm hurting. It's what I've tried to show this entire time.
I made a keychain the other day. There are 4 pairs of hearts, tied together with a stretchy string, and the keychain part was made of an old black earbud cord. It sums up the past 4 months of my life pretty well, I guess. Although, it would actually probably be broken by now, since it is.
The title of this blog post was for nothing more than lyricing. It's been something I've been doing for a while now. It's fun.
Well, that's all for now. Excuse me while I go drown myself in tears. Bye.
~Rattie
Thu Jan 26, 2012 9:18 pm by KrystaSora